Friday, October 12, 2007

My life is spiraling out of control

Sometimes I think that my life is FINALLY coming together ....

then it is grabbed from me quicker than I can realize it!

I thought getting a second job was going to get me somewhere!

I have gotten a lot of furniture for my apartment and paying on my bills!

But my goal was to save it!

I need to open a savings account then I will be okay!

I got a raise at pagoda!

But here comes the kicker ....

I still have not gotten my permit because the day I was to go for it I realized the night before that I really do have the dumbest mother (and her boyfriend)!

My dumb A** mother decided to laminate my birth certificate and social security card ... and you are not allowed to .. and PennDot (the DMV) will not accept it! So I was not going to be able to get my permit!

So I got a new social security card but am waiting for a new birth certificate (which will take sometime since I was born out of state)! And I had to wait to find out where my mom was born b/c I didn't know and I don't talk to her so I had to wait for other people to ask her and get back to me! Plus I was not sure what county I was born in!!!

NOTHING IS EVER SIMPLE FOR ME!

Because then I also realized that I needed a physical and have my doctor fill a form out!

So I had to wait FOREVER for her to fill it out and now I never have time to go pick it up!

So I have been practicing driving but no permit!!!

I am starting to get discouraged about my license and car!

I have not drove in the rain, snow (obviously), or tried to parallel park.

I am beginning to think I will never get ANYWHERE in life!

3 comments:

nightmaremom said...

nice to hear from you hon... you've been missed.  Don't lose faith things will come together... sending good vibes
hugs
d

therealslimemmy said...

its so good to see an entry
sorry you are having such a hard time with the permit thing.
just dont get caught practicing w/o one
dont need that on top of it you know
hang in there
emily

kaycarberry said...

I'm so glad you''ve started blogging again! Sorry to hear about your permit, but you've got so far already, don't let this stop you!
Love Sam xXx
PS Parallell parking is easy, it's not as hard as everyone makes it out to be!
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