Saturday, June 6, 2009
Thursday, October 30, 2008
He refuses to turn his partner in though!!!
I have mixed emotions!
I am happy yet scared!
What if the other guy comes and looks for me now?!?!?
I don't know what to think!
I get my company provided counseling this saturday from 3-4pm!
I am happy to be able to have this provided for me!
I really think I need it!!!
I really need to get to bed, but I wanted to update everyone!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Life is still a bit crazy here for me ...
In case you don't know ....
I work 2 jobs, raise my 15 year old brother, and I barley have time to breathe.
I plan on writing in here more ... that is on the days I have time to breathe.
This is a really short entry but I just wanted to get started here in my new home!!!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Have you ever had a moment where you were doing something or something happened and it made you think about your life?
Made you think about how your life has had so many twists and turns?
Made you realize how much you have?
Those kind of moments make me sit back and realize that I have SO much in my life that I used to think I would NEVER have. I owe it all to one person, GOD!
He really has created a GREAT life for me! He really does take care of me too!
I used to be such a depressed, mean, evil, moody, sad, lonely & immature person!
Man oh man have I grown!
And the more I sit back and think about the past 2 years of my life and how much I have grown, I am VERY VERY proud of myself!
Call me conceded if you must! I don't care!
When I think about the routes my life has taken me and where I have come out at, I am surprised!
My life has been amazing!
It's not perfect and it never will be. And I'm ok with that!
My brother and I are doing great!
My mom has decided that she no longer wants to raise Hunter and wants to sign her full rights over!
We are both excited! Sad that it really shows how much she "truly" cares for him. But it is going to be the start of something amazing! I can just feel it!
He is still out of school! I need to call the school in the morning and find out what is going on! I need his butt in school!
I have taken it upon myself to help him with his education while he is out of school! He has trouble reading and spelling the most, so I went to dictionary.com and pulled up word of the day archives and gave him 10 words to learn!
Anyone have any ideas for math, history or science?
It shouldn't be much longer til he is back in school, but I want to keep him on track at the same time!
He has grown a lot already since he has been with me! I am so proud of him! Even though I have to stay on top of him, he is well worth the battle!
He makes me feel like a mom! I give him chores and he does them, I help him with real life situations (Something my mom NEVER did with me), I teach him about life in general (another thing my mom never did with me), I try to be there for him like a mother should be!
I am learning with him. He is on so many medications it's crazy! So we are learning together what they are for and side effects and so on!
The boy is making me change my life even more! Of course for the better ... it's helping me mature more too!
He got his first job today! He starts tomorrow! :) He'll be at the mall working, so it'll be easy for me to give him rides!
He is excited as am I!
Everything is so amazingly well! I couldn't ask for a better life!
God has REALLY REALLY blessed me!!!!!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Hello there everyone!!
I hope all is well for all of you!
As you can probably already tell from the info. listed above I have received temporary custody of my brother, then the battle for FULL PERMANENT custody begins!
What fun that will be!
Maybe just maybe if my brother straightens up in the 2 months I have him she will see him living with me may be the best thing for him and she will not fight me!
(Let's pray, I know it may be alot to ask, considering the type of woman she is, but hey it's worth a try)
He has been listening to me very well!
We have had appointments out the wazoo! LOL! I think that word is funny!
Children and youth services, family counselor, Probation Officer (P.O.) ... it just never ends. lol!! But he sure is worth all of it!
he is now on house arrest (electronic monitoring) for 30 days. He gets to wear the most gorgeous ankle bracelet! :)
We are moving April 1st to a 2 bed/2 bath apartment! Rent will be going up like crazy, but like I said, anything for my brother is well worth it!
I really need to go to bed, I just wanted to let you all know what was going on!
Thanks for all your love and support!
Monday, March 10, 2008
I can't write too much tonight, I have to be at work by 6am, which means I have to be up at 5am!!! :(
So I really need to be in bed right now ....
However I needed to thank all of you for your support!
You all truly are the best!!
I will let everyone know how things go tomorrow! I am actually starting to get nervous!
Is that bad?
Ok off to bed I go ...
THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!