My life is spiraling out of control

Sometimes I think that my life is FINALLY coming together ....

then it is grabbed from me quicker than I can realize it!

I thought getting a second job was going to get me somewhere!

I have gotten a lot of furniture for my apartment and paying on my bills!

But my goal was to save it!

I need to open a savings account then I will be okay!

I got a raise at pagoda!

But here comes the kicker ....

I still have not gotten my permit because the day I was to go for it I realized the night before that I really do have the dumbest mother (and her boyfriend)!

My dumb A** mother decided to laminate my birth certificate and social security card ... and you are not allowed to .. and PennDot (the DMV) will not accept it! So I was not going to be able to get my permit!

So I got a new social security card but am waiting for a new birth certificate (which will take sometime since I was born out of state)! And I had to wait to find out where my mom was born b/c I didn't know and I don't talk to her so I had to wait for other people to ask her and get back to me! Plus I was not sure what county I was born in!!!

NOTHING IS EVER SIMPLE FOR ME!

Because then I also realized that I needed a physical and have my doctor fill a form out!

So I had to wait FOREVER for her to fill it out and now I never have time to go pick it up!

So I have been practicing driving but no permit!!!

I am starting to get discouraged about my license and car!

I have not drove in the rain, snow (obviously), or tried to parallel park.

I am beginning to think I will never get ANYWHERE in life!