So my life has been having some CRAZY roller coaster moments!
I have been talking to this guy for about 3 months now ... nothing serious, just friends! We probably text once every 3 weeks!
We have recently started talking more. He told me how he wanted to make our friendship more serious, steady! He wants us to move to the next level!
Yet EVERYTIME I call he NEVER answers! Not a single time I have called him has he answered! NOT ONCE!
He was a nice guy when I first met him ... yet they always are in the beginning! Then they go sour ... at least for me they do!
I mean I am not really out there looking but I am beginning to fall back into my old thoughts "I will NEVER find a boyfriend, I'll never get married, or have kids!!!"
I am 23, which I KNOW is still young, but everyone younger than me and my age and older already has boyfriends/fiances/husbands, kids, the whole 9 yards! I am starting to feel left out! Is that so wrong of me?
I have only ever had 3 boyfriends, and my last one was 3 years ago!
I have dated 2 guys since then but that was it! Nothing serious!
I want to find the guy that I say I love you to and he says it back to me and we tell each other how much we miss each other and have been thinking of them, etc.
I just want love!!! Am I being greedy/impatient?
Work has been crazy! Good and bad! I am still looking for new employment! I am considering taking a manager position at payless!
I have been going through friends again! People seem to think I will continue to put up with their bullshit! But I won't! I am sick of people thinking I will let them walk all over me! WHAT?!?! Are you insane!
I miss my brother, SO MUCH!!! 2 days until court!!! Tuesday we go to court!
Life just seems to get crazy, then it gets good, then it gets crazy again!
I remain very very grateful for everything!!