It's one of those "I hate my job" days

Okay so here I am again today. Let's see if I can write in here daily!!! :)

Today I just had one of those I hate my job days!

It is all because of this story that took place Friday evening ...

Starting Thursday I starting feeling sick at payless (my second job).

It was that beginning feeling where you freeze even if it's hot and all your bones hurt in your body!

Well I ignored the feeling since I just thought maybe it was because I was exhausted from working so much and I needed sleep!

So I came home and went to sleep! I started burning up! I couldn't find my thermometer. I finally woke up a little after four and couldn't take it anymore, so I looked all over for the thermometer until i found it and my temperature was 102.4, I took Advil and went to sleep.

Started feeling better in the morning so I went to work again. Started my day at payless 9:45am-1:00pm then I started Piercing Pagoda at 1:30pm. I had a feeling the sickness was going to come back.

So I started calling people to see if they could cover my shift. I called my whole staff and 2 other stores staff. No one would come in!

I started getting really sick. When I stood up I started to shake, my face had NO color, my eyes were extremely bloodshot,my eyes would only open half way, I couldn't remember what happened 2 minutes prior, I had HORRIBLE coughing fits, runny/stuffy nose, while I talked I would start crying (not even like I wanted to, it just came on it's own), and one time I coughed so hard I threw up!

I KNEW my fever was back and there was NO way I could work the rest of my shift out, that had about 5 hours left!

I called my boss who argued with me about leaving. I told her I had no choice, I was physically UNABLE to work any longer and no one would cover my shift so I would have to close the store!

This is where she should have stepped in and took over my shift so I could go home. Instead she argued with me! I finally told her, "Look I don't know what to tell you! I know I'm not allowed to close the store early, nor do I want to but I HAVE to if NO ONE will come in! You will just have to write me up or fire me and if you do I'll be taking the company to court, cuz they can NOT force me to stay here while I am sick!"

I closed the store 1 1/2 hours early!

Went home and went to bed for 36 hours, I was only up to potty, drink, medicine, etc.

I did not eat for 72 hours, I was SO sick!

Not good I know. But I had no desire to even attempt to eat cuz everything hurt!

Well my whole point is, how am I supposed to feel working for a company and co-workers who obviously don't care about my health and illness?

Hello?? (listen as it echos)

~~ Wipes the dust off this old journal that has been sitting here untouched for about 3 months

So I am supposed to be in bed but I came to check on something and read an e-mail from a person that was a regular reader here and I was one of her regular readers.

Which reminded me that I really need to put more time back into my journals! I think of all of you often!

But now that I work 2 jobs it is hard to keep up with anything!

Alot has changed for me the past few months! I will not sit here and bore you with the details!

Major happenings: *my mom went psycho AGAIN cuz her fiance broke up with her (after 13 years) I can't say I blame the guy! She is threatening to take it to public .... UMMM everybody has had a breakup in their life, the public really will not find that story so appealing! What you think?

* I started and stopped selling partylite candles .. all within a month, it was just not for me! I felt like I had no support from the consultant who signed me (my boss from pagoda)

* My mom has told my brother he is not allowed to talk to me anymore!

* I having problems with my ex best friend who owes me $253.11

* I have went to visit my dad in Ohio (I drove)

* Went to visit my best friends family in North Carolina (I drove)

There are many other things but I'll leave it at that for now!!

I just wanted to say hi to everyone!!

I miss you all!!  (whoever still has me on alerts)

Here are a few pics of me recently

 

Muahzz!!!

 

Pouty lips with the curls!!

 

Shopping at the mall in North Carolina (the date on it is wrong, I got a new digital camera & didn't know how to change the date yet lol, it was just last weekend, february 9th)

 

Mommy And baby head to head for kisses! He usually puts his head down like that for "head kisses" but I had lip gloss on so I didn't want to kiss his head and come up with a mouth full of cat hair EWWW!! :(

Never would've thought

So I gotta say two years ago when I started journaling here I never thought I would see the day that I would see my life here where it is at right now!

I prayed to god the other day and just started bawling my eyes out. He has changed my life in so many ways the past 2 years. I am very blessed is all I got to say!

I am such a happier person than I was 2 years and some odd months when I started writing here in what we call j-land!

I am so very very grateful for all that god has offered me!

Okay so what has changed since I was last here a little over 2 weeks ago??

I got my baby ....

my brand new 2007 Chevrolet cobolt sedan ... in the most beautiful color on the market today .... blue granite metallic!!!

*~*~* SIDE NOTE: I WILL HAVE MORE PICTURES LATER!!! *~*~*

I am so happy!!!

Happier than I have EVER been!

I have also realized that I am SO incredibly happy that I am single right now as well!

I have never in my life been so happy about so many things at once!!!!

THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE BLESSED ME WITH!!!

I just wanted to tell you all the great news ... some of you might get an e-mail too just because I don't know who still has my alerts on and I know some of you missed my last entry.

I have to get to bed now!!

Thanks for all the love and support as always everyone!!! :)

YAY!!!

So what do you think this entry is about???

 

 

one guess and if you get it wrong ... just click the big white X in the red box,lol

 

 

Because if you don't guess right then you don't know me AT ALL!!!  LOL!!!

 

 

So you picked your single guess???

 

 

You ready?????

 

 

 

 

Ok!!!! Here goes....

 

 

 

I took my drivers test today and .....

 

 

 

 

I PASSED!!!!!!

 

 

YAY!!!

 

So next thursday I am going to look for my car!!!

 

I am so excited!!! 

 

Okay so I really need to go to bed but I just need to tell all of you that because I know all of you wanted to know!!

 

THANKS for cheering for me and all the support!!!

 

LOVE YOU!! 

Just a little note

I am so mad ... I wrote an entry and it got deleted!!!! GRRR ...... So here is the short version of what I wrote!!!

 

I scheduled my drivers exam for november 29th and rescheduled it for this Thursday at 8:30am!!!!

I am so excited!!!

I will write an entry and let everyone know what happens!!!

I GOT IT!!!

I GOT MY PERMIT THIS MORNING!!!!!

I can legally drive now!!!!

 

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

 

I am so exicted that I almost cried when the guy handed me it!!!

 

My life is onto bigger and better things!!!! :)

Pray that I will be able to get my license within the next month!!!!

My life is spiraling out of control

Sometimes I think that my life is FINALLY coming together ....

then it is grabbed from me quicker than I can realize it!

I thought getting a second job was going to get me somewhere!

I have gotten a lot of furniture for my apartment and paying on my bills!

But my goal was to save it!

I need to open a savings account then I will be okay!

I got a raise at pagoda!

But here comes the kicker ....

I still have not gotten my permit because the day I was to go for it I realized the night before that I really do have the dumbest mother (and her boyfriend)!

My dumb A** mother decided to laminate my birth certificate and social security card ... and you are not allowed to .. and PennDot (the DMV) will not accept it! So I was not going to be able to get my permit!

So I got a new social security card but am waiting for a new birth certificate (which will take sometime since I was born out of state)! And I had to wait to find out where my mom was born b/c I didn't know and I don't talk to her so I had to wait for other people to ask her and get back to me! Plus I was not sure what county I was born in!!!

NOTHING IS EVER SIMPLE FOR ME!

Because then I also realized that I needed a physical and have my doctor fill a form out!

So I had to wait FOREVER for her to fill it out and now I never have time to go pick it up!

So I have been practicing driving but no permit!!!

I am starting to get discouraged about my license and car!

I have not drove in the rain, snow (obviously), or tried to parallel park.

I am beginning to think I will never get ANYWHERE in life!