Sunday, June 18, 2006

Oh Where, Oh Where to start?

Well I am here to bare the life of me the past 2 weeks ....

not a whole lot going on ...

just work and sleep ...

i went to the doctors wednesday, I got put on the pill ... lied to the doctor ... I know not good not good ...

I started the pill today ....

I was happy to hear my alarm go off this morning to take my pill ....

i know weird huh?

Who ever said I was normal was lying to ya! :)

Mark and I had a major fight then we got back to talking becaue we had a serious talk ...

things went great (better than they EVER were) ...

but it did not even last a week .....

we have gotten into a few arguments since then .....

there are some things running through my mind that I need to sit down and really think about ...

then  I need to make a decision!

Well I still have not hired anyone ... I had a few interviews yesterday .... one bad and one good ......

and I want to set up an interview with one of the girls that works at express .....

she is my 1st choice .....

then the girl from creative touch is my second choice!

but I don't know ..... it might change due to some other reasoning!

I have been working 43-46 hours a week ..... 6 days a week ... only ONE day off .....

Tomorrow I start a 9 day straight work schedule until my next day off ...

I am so tired here lately that I do NOTHING ...

I am beginning to get lazy ...

which is really not good ....

anyhoo,

Tammy my old manager that had the baby in april is back to work, she came back last saturday ...

(for those of you that are newer here .....) she is not my manager anymore, she stepped down to be the manager of one store instead of two stores ... so I got promoted to being the manager at my store because she just wanted to be the manager of the other store location in the mall (which is where my best friend is the assistant manager)

So it feels a little weird for Tammy to be bak at work but not being my boss ....

it has REALLY sunk in this week that I am the manager ...

even though I have been in the position for 4 and a 1/2 months now!

I have been depressed lately ....

so I have been spending all my money ....

not good, not good!

I am really really mad at myelf for that!

I am hoping with all the bonuses I have been making and all the overtime that I will be able to save more and get out of here REAL soon!

I need to  ......

I am 21 soon 22 and STILL living at home .......

when i have a good job so I should be long gone ...

but i am not because I have a spending problem ......

I need classes or something to control my splurges!

 

I must go to bed for work tomorrow!

4 comments:

therealslimemmy said...

can we take a class like that together? lol
take it easy
<3, em

z7snowflake said...

wow, so you and Mark have still been talking and stilla arguing? Whats going on girl...is it getting better, worse, or still the same

eml625 said...

Dont stress about moving out, it will happen when your ready !!!

hugs,
Ellen

bhbner2him said...

Hang in there, girl!  The job thing will get better once you've got someone new in and trained.  As to the financial....there is the Counsumer Credit Counseling service.  It's free.  May be something similar under another name in your area.  You don't have to wait unitl you have $$$$ in Credit Card debt to use them.  As a matter of fact, they love to help new adults and newlyweds set up budgets that they can live by and meet their goals.  -  Barbara
http://journals.aol.com/bhbner2him/LifeFaithinCaneyhead/