Well it has been a rough few days for me .....
I am trying to find the positive ...
but it is really hard!
First of all ......
the doctor called me this morning and said that I need to come back in for another pap ....
yeah, how exciting for me?
j/k ... I hope everything is ok!
Next Mark had to help open a new store in new jersey ...
he left EARLY yesterday morning and had to be there today too ....
I don't know if he is leaving tonight or tomorrow morning ....
all I know is that I miss him ...
he didn't even call last night ....
or so far today! :(
I need to hear his voice just for comfort!
Lisa has been acting funny lately ....
she has been real distant ...
I don't know if I did something to her or not!
I feel like I have been this horrible person here lately!
To my friends and myself!
I even deleted the 40 journal alerts that I had ....
just too much going on and I can not keep up!
I have tried calling Lisa and she didn't answer the phone ...
but I know she NEVER hears the phone or she is NEVER home ...
she also was holding some money for me so that I would not spend it ...
it was my lunch money but I tend to spend it on other things if I see it in my wallet ...
so I gave it to her to hold until Thursday ...
but she had off today, and has off tomorrow and Friday ...
and I only have like $5.00 in my purse for lunch until she gives me my money back and I have NO idea when that will be .....
It's my fault I gave her my money and have no control over my spending problem!
I also thought that we were going to Lancaster today to get my nameplate ..... but I called her 4 times and she has not called me back yet!
I really think that I did something wrong!
I don't know what though!
OH WELL!
I give up on everything!
I have tried being a strong person, but I am just not fit for the title!
I think I will go cry myself to sleep early tonight!
4 comments:
They probably want to re-pap because they didnt get enough cells to evaluate. Remember, I work in a lab.
hope tomorrow is better.
hugs,
Ellen
Sorry to hear you're so sad and upset. Hopefully things will get better. I hope your friend calls and you two can straighten things out.
Take Care,
~Bilinda~
awwww sorry things have been rough for you
i hope everything gets better for you
take care
<3, emily
Im so sorry that things have been going bad for you. *hugs* I hope Mark calls you soon and I hope you can get in touch with Lisa so you can get your money back. Feel better soon.
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