Sunday, June 17, 2007

Holding My Head Up High

:deep breath taken:

The past few days I have had my ups and downs with my thoughts ...

but in the end my thought is ALWAYS, "I WILL SURVIVE THIS! HE WILL GET HIS KARMA DOUBLE! THIS IS JUST ONE LESSON IN MY LIFE LEARNED AND LEARNED WELL!"

I am alive and well!

I have actually had a good past couple days!

I have been putting a LOT of thoughts together!

Thinking about my job and finding something new and improved ... there is a new strip mall opening up near my mall (I say that like I own it or something LOL) and I have thought about trying to get a job there!

I have to wait and see what all is going in!

It looks to be like it will be a very big and successful strip mall!

ALOT of new stores for our area ... stores that I came across down south and LOVED!

We will be getting our first BEST BUY & Bed Bath & Beyond!

HOW EXCITING!

And our 2nd Ross dress for less!

We got our first one last spring or fall ... somewhere in there, I don't remember!

ANYHOO!!

Then I think about how I want to move out of this town and start fresh!!!

I want a fresh new beginning!

And I have the opportunity to do so!

I just have to figure out if I want to stay with my company then look for a new job up there or what I would like to do!

:SIGH: the decisions ... the life of being a GROWN UP!!

Then there are the thoughts of needing to save for a car!!

Man does that one EVER get me down!

My job pays me enough to just pay all my bills!

It stinks something fierce!

Well I am off to get a lot of my cleaning done!!

 

I hope everyone has a great day ... HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO THOSE IT MAY APPLY!!!!

7 comments:

z7snowflake said...

goodluck with everything

my3gifts said...

Pray over it. I am not sure on your hours, but maybe you could get a part time job to help save for the car and if you are going to move put some money aside for that as well. There are advantages to being a single girl that you don't have guilt of working too much at this point. One day down the road you'll be married and one day maybe be a mom and working all the time won't be desired or hopefully necessary. Before I was married and had a family I worked 2 jobs and was going to college. I'm glad I did it definately helped me put some money away, get bills paid off.

Definately pray over the direction God wants you to go, he'll give you the answer!

eml625 said...

A fresh start might be just what you need .... sounds great!!

I love Bed bath & beyond !!! Work there!!!

Hugs,
Ellen

nightmaremom said...

oh I hate decisions like that.  Make a list .. pro and con.. see what you come up with.  Good Luck!
hugs
d

therealslimemmy said...

i love bed bath and beyond best buy is one of tonys favs but i dont really buy cds or anything like that much so its ok
lol
im glad that you are doing better
have a good day
em

xxroxymamaxx said...

Hang in girlfriend.  Whatever is meant to be will be.  I'm sure it will all work out fine.  And if it doesn't, well then you just pick yourself back up and start again. Hold your chin up. : )  Love, Shelly

mrscammoman316 said...

Ok I know what I would like for you to do but thats just me being selfish. I won't be hurt if you decide to stay down there are try things at the new strip mall. I want you to do what you think is best for you because in the end only you can know whats going to make you truly happy and I wouldn't want to influence you to make a wrong decision for yourself. I am behind you 100% in whatever you decide! And as for that prick, he'll get his some day!