Well I have so so so so so so many thoughts just racing their way through my mind right now ..
1. YUMMY this mint chocolate chip ice cream is so yummy!!!
2. how come when someone ask you "how are you doing?" the answer is ALWAYS "GOOD" When you could really be going through some things!! Is it so you won't have to go through all the details, or b/c you want to seem like your life is PERFECT??? WHAT IS THE REASON???
3. Why am I so scared to try new things?? B/c I am afraid if I do it wrong I will look like a dummy!!
4. Why do friends get mad when you ask them if they are on their period?? Especially when they ask you the same question all the time when you are down and out or always crying?? I mean it is a natural woman bodily effect (I really didn't know how to put it)!!!
5. I wish that I could just punch some people in the face for being stupid, but not look like I am a constant fighter!!!
6. I wish I was at the beach right now ... BY MYSELF!!!
7. Best friends suck sometimes! (Not pointing any fingers ... so don't go getting all assumptive)
8. Life sucks BUT you have to deal the cards you are dealt!
9. Work sucks sometimes too!!!! But I love what I do!!
10. When is enough enough?? And how do you let someone know that when you say that you really mean ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!
11. I wish I was a SAHM
12. Or even married
13. Heck even if I just had a kid (PLEASE NO LECTURES ... it's my life and I'll live it the way I want to ... I am 22 years old ... I am an adult and I know what is best for me ... and don't say I'm being selfish .. .cuz how would that be selfish ... I would be bringing a child in the world wanting to love them and give them anything under the sun ... is that not the same reason most of you that have kids, have kids??? (because you want to love them and you want to create a family) And please understand that when I say I want a kid I DO know now is not the time and I am not going to stop taking my pills or using protection I am just saying it is a feeling ... a feeling GOD has given me and I am trying to deal with it!!!) (Oh and I am not saying that I want to have a kid without the father in their lives because believe me I don't want my kids going through what I did as a child)
14. I gotta clean!!!
15. But I don't want to .. I just got back from ridin Kori's FOUR WHEELER
16. I want to catch up on my DVR shows!!!
17. I want to eat a cooked meal tonight
18. But I don't feel like cooking it!
19. I love J-land
20. Especially since you all put up with my SH** so much!!!
OK I think I am done being random!!!